Jejak Nadia

title: people changed a lot now...

hey here i'm be honest to myself that life in college is sooo damn sucks..not because of the subject..but some roomate..not some..just two of them..i will not mention their beautiful name..not because i'm a lame..poor..great person but i'm sympathy with their attitude that i just dont want to shame others that have the same name wif them..hahahaha..i really bad aite..serve them right..they deserve this bad comments..i noe people not that perfect but at least do show some respect for others!! we are human being..i'm disspointed because this "batu api"girl is damn..she say lots of lies about me and my friend..how awful we both felt now..i just dont know what is her attention..are she jealous with my friend or she just could not accept the fact that maybe we have sumthing dat she doesn't had..are those the real reasons for all of this..i just can't seem to find the clues..if i could just scream and cry out loud..if i just can tell the truth..but how bad i felt if i be that way..i miss home damn much especially when all this problem occurs..why?!! am i sooo damn bad at the past that make allah want to punish me..maybe..i dont noe..when i enter the room..it is not as cheering as before..it full of hattered..full of sadness and unloyal..huh..prove me that i'm the bad one..i accept it..but to this problem,i'm not the bad one..i could enssure u guys on that..why they act this way..she looks nice and fine to me but at the end all this happen..on the other side,why she trust her..ouhhhh they both make this harder for me.. i need my sis n all my oldies friends right here for me now..i could not ask for more..they the one that understnd me..let me be strong..gve me the faith..i need to be strong so that they will not see me as a loooser..damn u..do what u like..because i believe that the one dat wrong will suffer the punishment..sooo this is all that i could say..more or less..let me continue it later okieys..tooodles...