title: note from a girl with only A heart...

there is a girl that have a best friends..a boy friend..that is the only guy friend who understand her..made her laugh all out..they are just friends..that is the relationship now or forever..but somehow that girl slowly put him on a special place in her heart..she try to erased that feeling..but it wont help..but now the girl make a huge decision to let that guy go as he now happy and in love with another girl..i know this is my mistake to make this stupid decision..but i have try my best to be your very best friends but i could not lie to myself anymore..this is not your fault..this is just about me..i could not be a friend when my heart does not felt that way for u..let me be this way..soon u be over me without u realize it.."a girl will not be a friend for her first love"..that is the fact..this the reasons..thank you for your friendship..forgive me..good luck..goodbye..

title: usia mencemburui diriku..

bila tiba masa seseorang itu melangkau ke usia baru..dia pasti tertanya2..adakah hari lahir seterusnya masih sempat dirasai..aku juga salah seorang manusia itu. akue dilahirkan tepat pada hari ini iaitu 14 mei 1991..aku cuba menjadi anak,adik,kakak,sahabat dan manusia yang sepatutnya. i hope my life will turn out to be as what i be wishing for..bdw..thanx everyone yg wish..u guys are the best..luf yahhh..the end...


hapy birthday nadia hana..u're a grown up now..hehehe,,

Do the world spining around??

as i continue my journey,i find out that i have experience soo much things in my life..the things that i like and things i hate..everybody changing..i being through this in my own way..sumtimes i cry as loud as i can but mostly i just smile..because i know life is not easy..no pain no gain..this is what i always said to myself..i have lots of hope..i dunno if i could ever fulfil it but i guess mybe i could just try.. trying as hard as i can so that i wont felt regret later.. i believe in faith..always:D

title: BM115 KLAZZ A...

Waktu kali pertama aku masuk ke pintu gerbang uitm tak aku pikir akan berada dikalangan umat-umat yang serba sengal dan giler..hahaha,,dieorg bukan lah datang dari umah khas or what so ever tapi mereka ini yang seba sdikit menceriakan hidup aku dalam sedar atau tidak. Kisah kelas kami dimulakan dengan ketua yang serba boleh dan sangat lah matang dikalangn kami.

Umat yang disebut ialah Ikhwan Emman aka Uncle Em. Mulanya pemilihan mungkin disebabkan sikap wan yang serba tahu tapi lama-lama memang dia lah calon yang sesuai bukan nak maksudkan jejaka2 laen tidak boleh memimpin namun wan punya karakter itu.Seringkali orang selalu kata perempuan je layan gosip tapi bukan untuk wan. Gosip dengan dirinya sudah sebati sangat2..hahaha..mengalahkan perempuan pon ada kadang2..He is a great leader and no one could deny it even if they tried..klazz kami tidak akan teratur tanpa ada sumbangan dari dia..so thanx a lot keyh..hope ko akan dapat continue menjadi leader kami and if tiba2 ko dapat gie fast track, kteorg redha jeh..hahaha..although it will be a big lost for us but it is your life and ur future so apa yang bole kami katakan gud luck..nti ko plak asyik dgn ayat kontroversi ko " bila aku nak grade nieh"..hahaha..sakit weyh tlinga..harap maklum..

SETERUSNYA....


Penolong setia aka p.a wan ialah Iffi Athirah. Nak cakap membantu..sangat2 membantu okie..bukan sebab dia aka best friend aku tapi secara jujur pe yang aku nampak selama ni iffi akan cuba sebaik mungkin untuk jalankan tanggungjawab dia. Walaupun bukan dia yang mahu kan sangat jawatan ini tapi dia pikul jugak. soo she had do what she could as this is not what she wanted most. She is my best buddies dan insyallah akan selalu tercoret dalam diari idup aku. Being an assistant is not as easy as u guys see..iffi nieh susah bangat nak marah..dipaksa pon die tak akan marah..believe it or not..its true..heheh..Tapi kalau dia marah jangan gelabah..hahahah..she the best:D


SETERUSNYA...

Dah beres part tonggak2 kita..sekarang kalau ada ketua mesti ada anak2 buah aite..soo nak cerita pasal semua agak payah untuk aku describe soo we make it simple..meleret2 sgt membuhsankan..hahaha...seperti dibawah:

THE HERO:

Faris=abg kachak kelaz kami..laku..hahaha..
Izwan= abe klate..jaguh padang nii..
Oz= genius yg maen2 dalam kelaz..hobi: kuar awal waktu final..
Epul=terhensem..sengal tapi style..machor..cute(stelah aku dirasuah oleh dia)
Faizal= kuat imannya..hahha..tapi adakah cukup?hurm...
Haziq= a player..mereka lebih tahu..paras rupa disalah guna lebih tepat..
Fatih= pendiam sikit tapi sape tahu kan..hehehe..
Azman= anak mak nieh..suka pink kowt..budi bahasa amalan man..hahaha..
Hafiz= budak tngga batu..ssh nak ngam tapi who know aite??
Saiful= abe kelate jgk..pendiam..baik org nya..hahhaa
Afiez= abe ganu kita..hehe..pon x byk ckp..tapi bila strt borak..masuk2..haaha..

THE HEROIN:

Hajar= awek klate..hehhe..sopan orangnya..putih berseri2..
Nanie= sengal terlebih dos..kelibut kdg2..pape pon die maintain..hahaha'
Syima=ex roomate..masih kah ada sisa tuh..pape pon lupakan k..hehe..
Jana=masuk air jgk die nieh..gelak dia terbek..
Dilla=lawa...dia lain sgt..senyum penuh makna..
Syawal=duet ghaye2..nama dia mengamit seribu kenangan..tersenyum kuh..hehe
Yati=pra solehah..aku teruja dengan kesopanan dia..bagus2..
Ruby= ya habibi ya maulana..minah cm arab ni cun weyh..hahaha..
Ann= menarik phatian ramai bila dia mula berkata2..hehehe..
Qila= org nogori nieh..den suka dia..lawak abiz..hobin jang hobin!!
Yana=ustazah nama pnggilan diberi..member gosip pkul 3 pagi aku..haaha
Finaz= genius jgk nieh..jgn xtw..diam2 tapi menarik..ko lawa weyh dgn selendang.
Hana= org ganu..aku leh x perasan nieh..heheh..pape pon dia best..heheh
Sara=si kcik kelaz kami..ala2 intan lady dyana..serius weyh..
Athirah=satu jeh..bijak weyh..otak geliga nieh..hahaha..
Umie= lawak weyh minah ni..diam2 pon bahaya..beware..huhuh..










love is all i could say to all of you...

suka kawan ke syg kwn??

kdg2 kita tpkir pe kawan itu satu kmestian atau hanya khendak atie yang sewel.. arie nieh akue ghase akue tahu mne teman mana kwn...si horlick yang serba dummy tue..do u really think i on u or wht..never okie.. knapa allah ciptakan lelaki..tapi mereka hanya tahu menyakiti.. aku tak layak utk persoalkan sume tue..tapi soalan tue sentiasa bermain di benak atieku.. i thought if we're closer,just cnsider me as ur frenz not more than dat.. i hate to be in love again n i really trauma kowt.. hw can i live my life just without this guys problem araound me..ada jeh msalah.. bila nak berkwn disalah tafsir plak.. ape nieh..aku nieh manusia biasa jeh.. bukan patung yang hanya jadi bahan balingan atau campakan merata2..akue nk janji dgn dri aku..kalo ada jdoh..akan dtg sndiri..aku dah mlas nk ambik tahu..biar lah aku belajar dgn dri aku sendiri.. u both milo n hrlick are just sooo damn perasan..okie..wtf..i dun wanna noe anything bout him..suck!!!!!!!

title: Is there any guys that loyal??

okie..soo u'll had read the title of my blog for today..guys2..how i wonder if there any guys that really looking for a girls that are just unperfect but loving them more than any unloyal girls can't do..huh..yes i admit,i one of the victims of this condition..could i ever wonder why i'm all alone now..i once love this guy but he already own by someone..and this guy also have one..ouhhh gosh maybe i will stay single all my life..hahahah but as what i noe..i had many friends..just friends..u guys out there.. just think for a while about some girls that love u the most..just think okie.. maybe yah now ur gf all nice n howttie..but think for the next years ahead..are they still going to be the same..hahahaha...think urself.. soo till we meet again in the next issues...

title: people changed a lot now...

hey here i'm be honest to myself that life in college is sooo damn sucks..not because of the subject..but some roomate..not some..just two of them..i will not mention their beautiful name..not because i'm a lame..poor..great person but i'm sympathy with their attitude that i just dont want to shame others that have the same name wif them..hahahaha..i really bad aite..serve them right..they deserve this bad comments..i noe people not that perfect but at least do show some respect for others!! we are human being..i'm disspointed because this "batu api"girl is damn..she say lots of lies about me and my friend..how awful we both felt now..i just dont know what is her attention..are she jealous with my friend or she just could not accept the fact that maybe we have sumthing dat she doesn't had..are those the real reasons for all of this..i just can't seem to find the clues..if i could just scream and cry out loud..if i just can tell the truth..but how bad i felt if i be that way..i miss home damn much especially when all this problem occurs..why?!! am i sooo damn bad at the past that make allah want to punish me..maybe..i dont noe..when i enter the room..it is not as cheering as before..it full of hattered..full of sadness and unloyal..huh..prove me that i'm the bad one..i accept it..but to this problem,i'm not the bad one..i could enssure u guys on that..why they act this way..she looks nice and fine to me but at the end all this happen..on the other side,why she trust her..ouhhhh they both make this harder for me.. i need my sis n all my oldies friends right here for me now..i could not ask for more..they the one that understnd me..let me be strong..gve me the faith..i need to be strong so that they will not see me as a loooser..damn u..do what u like..because i believe that the one dat wrong will suffer the punishment..sooo this is all that i could say..more or less..let me continue it later okieys..tooodles...